Daniel Day-Lewis
in Gangs of New York is the man.
September 2010
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as far as your eyes can see
all you can know is the face of a door.
A Message
Park
A Message - Park
I’d hold the sun up, just to wake beside you. Imagine what you could see, if you just let yourself like me, cause i do… Cause i do. I was foolish to have thought I could catch you, stupid to have ever liked you. But i do.. But I do.
yes eric. one of the few people i know that enjoy Park, or even know about them haha.
my lungs don't work.
groovy.
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why don't you
tell that to the mother who works two jobs so that she can put food on the table and pay for someone to look after her kids, but still can’t find enough money to send them to school because Walmart just won’t give her the extra money she needs? Why don’t you tell that to the kid your age in some third world country whose name you can’t even pronounce with your 15000 dollar education, walking the streets selling things in the middle of traffic, things he could never afford but would be willing to risk death so that his family can eat tonight? Why don’t you tell that to the child who has been sold into sex trafficing and cannot even begin to comprehend what love is or even a relationship? Why don’t you tell that to anyone else in the world who isn’t as fortunate as you and then maybe you’ll think, “What the fuck do i have to be complaining about?”
you will find the things that matter
in your hand
and if you have to look
your pathetic concerns and complaints
are already drowning you
and people will laugh
you’re not even in the right end of the pool.
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i never thought
such a terrible thing could happen to such a nice, and respectful guy. i wish i got to know you more. It makes me recognize how real life is and how it can affect everyone. Rest in peace.
I was positive
that today was wednesday. i hate school
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taking more abstract photos today
it is hard for me to say right now which i like more, film or photography. I feel like photography is so much easier for me and that you are given the ability to capture something from your point of view and make it pleasing to other people so easily. But i’m torn because i haven’t enough opportunities with film to do that and need to work with people who are taking it as seriously as i do. Hopefully I will get to direct a movie where the screenplay appeals to me. I really am determined to make something out of this. i felt like it was good to write this, even if it is just for myself and to make some goals.
I think
the reason is, because.
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“God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off.”
—fight club
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iRuin
everything.
i've been wondering
if the next life is or isn’t
